Gloomy Wednesday

Just as we painted a smile with excitement waking up to a brighter Manila this morning, the rain suddenly poured again before close of business day. What we are suffering now is too much from what we had with Ondoy. I understand that this is just rain and Filipinos being known as resilient people can surpass these trials, but really, would you have the courage to say that when tragedy knocks at your doorstep? 

Being a first time Mom made me an optimistic and pessimistic person at the same time. I just can't help it, maybe because I try to foresee the inevitable just so I have plans A to Z during worst case scenarios. My husband stays out of town due to work and without any choice I need to be that superwoman that I should be. 

Imagine my frustration when our office didn't call off work yesterday despite the weather. Together with my colleagues, we kept monitoring each announcements from the Malacañang Palace, hoping and silently praying that they give an immediate order to allow BPO employees to be sent home. Was still lucky to leave before 2pm but my heart keeps pounding as I rushed myself, thinking of my daughter and Mom's safety at home, plus my husband who's in a different place. Until now, I still feel bad how some employers could be so inhumane and inconsiderate. I really wish our government impose rules covering BPO companies. This is a growing business in the country and thousands of us need safety and assurance too.

So much about ranting. On the other hand, I am still thankful that I arrived home safely and almost close to tears when I hugged my daughter. Exasperated, yes, but got relieved that I'm finally with them. It's a hundred miles different from just hearing them on the other line! Thankful that amidst heavy rainfall, the network signal remained stable and all my calls went through to my husband.

I think this photo collage describes the feeling of relief and joy. If you're a Mom too, I'm sure that you feel weaker when you're away from your kid, but of course they don't really need to know that. Their amount of courage and confidence depends on what they see from you as their parent, more than anyone else in this planet. Therefore, the rays of positivity should always shine on you no matter what situation you're currently in.

 

Love and prayers to our fellow brothers and sisters.
If you have the ability to help by donating, do so now.
And for parents out there, stay awake and stand firm. God is with us.

Much Love,
OneGutsyMom